Pretty uneventful. I woke up around 7:00 to pickup my cargo van in the next town. All week I had been transporting my milions of bags of clothes and shoes over to my new place - so the less to move the better was my motto for Saturday.
I returned back to the house and Slim helped me load up my bedroom set and some other random items since I didn't want anything that we had purchased together. It was not a huge burden but we did sweat. (psssshhhh I lost around 11lbs between the past two weeks leading up to this move, I am sure it was simply water weight but hey pounds off is just that!) So I made a couple of more trips to the apartment after I unloaded the cargo van back at the UHaul and got my car. Slim had an energy in the air that was not friendly so I made sure to stay away from him and tried to act happy for myself as I settled into my place.
Later on....
...that night Slim came over all dressed to impress and whatnot to take me out for drinks. I told him before I moved if this is to work he would have to "refresh" and date me....shoot.
So I got dressed and he drove to Chicago so we can hangout while paying for everything. There was lots of fun and for a moment I forgot I had a 6 year history with this guy I had grown to love and hate all at once. I went with it and enjoyed my time. So at the end of the night he goes to drop me off home and walks me to my door....I gave him a kiss and said thank you for the night.
I returned back to the house and Slim helped me load up my bedroom set and some other random items since I didn't want anything that we had purchased together. It was not a huge burden but we did sweat. (psssshhhh I lost around 11lbs between the past two weeks leading up to this move, I am sure it was simply water weight but hey pounds off is just that!) So I made a couple of more trips to the apartment after I unloaded the cargo van back at the UHaul and got my car. Slim had an energy in the air that was not friendly so I made sure to stay away from him and tried to act happy for myself as I settled into my place.
Later on....
...that night Slim came over all dressed to impress and whatnot to take me out for drinks. I told him before I moved if this is to work he would have to "refresh" and date me....shoot.
So I got dressed and he drove to Chicago so we can hangout while paying for everything. There was lots of fun and for a moment I forgot I had a 6 year history with this guy I had grown to love and hate all at once. I went with it and enjoyed my time. So at the end of the night he goes to drop me off home and walks me to my door....I gave him a kiss and said thank you for the night.
He said "I thought you would at least invite me in?"
My response......"I don't screw on the first date"
The next day he said that I treated him like a stranger and he doesn't know how to do this....my response - if you want to be with me you have to learn how, I don't know how to just date you either but I am going to try and see if this works.
I truly love him despite the issues we may face and saw my future with him - I just can't limit my life to just him anymore though.
The next day he said that I treated him like a stranger and he doesn't know how to do this....my response - if you want to be with me you have to learn how, I don't know how to just date you either but I am going to try and see if this works.
I truly love him despite the issues we may face and saw my future with him - I just can't limit my life to just him anymore though.
Outside of that it feels so good to run buttnaked through your own crib rotflmao
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