I have never been one of those fortunate people who got a Christmas morning full of surprises or have the gifts under the tree I wrote Santa about....nope never :(
I have never gotten the Big Birthday party, and actually I have only had one birthday party in my entire life and that was the year before my grandfather passed...so I would say in the late 80's, age 5 or 6. Slim tried and took me of the Spirit of Chicago for my 21st birthday and although it was great idea and he took me to get my whole outfit from head to toe we ended up arguing the entire time :(
So on Christmas nor on my birthday do I ever expect any mind blowing gifts, parties or people around. Sad right? Okay I am not trying to depress you just wanting to share.......a bit of me
I honestly have no idea where I was going with this but I do want to say All I Want for Christmas this Year is to be Alive and Happy........there is nothing more I can ask for right now.
The thoughts, experiences and randomness of an ALMOST 30 year old....
4 comments:
I'm glad you feel this way because many a time have I tried to do my best to give you some kind of Christmas I apologize again if it was not the type of storybook Christmases your friend may have experienced. Maybe in our next lifetime we will both be a position to receive the material things in life that others have taken for granted. Love you anyway through thick and thin!
Hunh? This had nothing to do with you, lol. This was me typing about my introvert ways and how I didn't and still don't have a lot of friend connections. I could care less about material things at this age, I appreciate people putting thought into things concerning my happiness.
Don't take things to heart so much, trust me I am the woman I am today because of what happened yesterday.
Bri!!!!! Hey lady! I've been missing in action but I had to pay you a visit to see what you're up too!!
I hear you about the non-extravagant b-day parties and Christmas lists that never seemed to make it to Santa!! I think a lot of us have been there, I can't say I always received everything I wanted but I have been blessed to at least have something.
I've worked hard to make my own happy and that includes Christmas, Birthday's, relationships and everything else in my life! I can't agree with you more, being alive and happy means so much more! Looking forward to 2012 lady -- let's get it!!
-Lea
Hey Lea!!!! Happy New Year to you as well!!! Where you been anyway, lol???
In 2012 I have begun treating myself you can't wait for people
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